I have a lot of internal conflict. This has its upsides, and certainly its downsides. On one hand, I spend more energy being conflicted, going through the pros, cons, if this than that, if that than this, etcetera, than just making a decision and going (dealing) with it. On the other, when I’m clear about something, I’m that much more confident in my certainty, making me very rarely wrong… I have a lot of internal conflict about the holidays. ‘A’ of all, the paper, the frakkin’ paper. It’d be one thing if everyone was using neatly folded Lotta Jansdotter or … read more